Meaningless Life!!!~~

I kinda agree with the poem, life's brief candle... hmm... life is meaningless... my tears juz can't stop... Y? i don't know... i miss you, i know that.. but i force myself not to see you.. coz i dun wanna get hurt anymore... what should i do?? i thought that i can 4get you.. but... well.. i'm cryin naw.. coz I can't stop thinking bout you.. plz.. tell me the truth.. stop hurting me.. i dun wanna suffer lyk this anymore.. >.< Tears...

Duno wad to do!!!~~

hmm... i thought i don't care bout it anymore.. but actually, i still care... Tell me what should I do?? what do you want me to do?? haih..

我真的泪了

今天我又哭了。。是因为什么？ 我也不知道，家里？爱情？人生？可能都有吧。。我真的很失败！无论外表有多莫坚强的我，可是内心却是脆弱的不得了。。。我真的好想要有个人可以照顾和疼我啊。。不是哥哥姐姐的那种。。我真的泪了，我为什么要那么辛苦啊？？

讨厌！！！

明明答应我了的嘛。。。每次都这样。。讲话不算数的。。

Funfair II

hmm... funfair again!!!!~~ sooo happy coz today is my annivesary... ahaha.. weird weird geh... an annivesary without sum1..hmm.... flying chair is my favourite!!!!~~ finally get to sit outside.. awesome!!!~~ hehe.. ja quan sit behind me, the chicken wang han doesn't dare to sit.. ==

相识一周年！！~~

拿手指出来算一算，原来今天是我们的相识一周年。。去年的今天我们在学校认识，到现在原来只过了一年。。可是一年却发生了那么多事。。是我傻吗？人家都没有遵守承诺了，我还要遵守来干嘛。。我常常酱对自己说， 可是我做到吗？我看你更本都不会知道今天是我们的相识一周年吧。。哼，你要做playboy就做饱它吧。。骗子。。我不会再为你流泪了，我会慢慢的放下的。。嘉恩加油！！

FunFair!!!~~

ahaha.. went funfair with kah wai ytrd.. quite sienz la, nth to play.. hmm... the best is flying chair... haunted hse damn lame la.. one ghost oxo dun hab... >.<.. alex, yee kian, michelle, dao pier, jason, n yao xiang oxo thr.. lolx.. lame funfair.. but quite enjoy!!!!~~ ^0^

SoRrY!!!~~

i dun mean to scold you just naw... but i seriously cnt tahan.. he treat you so good why yu wanna treat him like this... love is not a game... you can't take revenge after you break.. sum1 told me b4, after we broke up with sum1 we can't be enemy coz we love each other b4, we cnt be frens too, coz we have hurt each other so deeply... i apologise for what i've done to you just naw.. SorrY!!!~~

god knows...

god knows wad sud i do... but i dunno... well, i'm not gonna do anything... i'll just let it be... kah yen is back!!!!~~ i'm not gonna think bout it anymore... i'll keep our love in my heart 4eva... I love you!!!~~ muackss.. ^^

pls...

how i wish i could read your mind... you're getting me sick... i duno wad to do... i've been sooo sick for half year adi.... but tot dat i can recover soon... but it's takes more than half year to recover... or even longer... even naw, i'm still sick... this is so call love sick... ==

confused!!!~~

i'm sooo confused... i dunu wads in your mind, n i dun even noe wads in my mind... all my frens ask me to ask 4 de truth... but i'm scared... wads sud i do?

i can't stop thinking bout you...

i thought that i can forget you... but i know i can't... i don't know why... honestly, this hurts me alot when i know that you are trying to kao her.. she's my friend... i don't know what to do.. i've ask myself alot of times, why do i love you so much? but i still couldn't get the answer.. maybe my friends are right, love doesn't give any reason.. I've swear to everyone, i won't couple with anyone else, unless if i love him more than you.. but i know it's hard... what to do... i just can't accept a guy who i doesn't like/love... so i'm sorry xxx... all i know is, kah yen is gonna stay single this year!!!~~ i can still remember all the things you told me before... and you know what, today is the 1st day i see you in school last year... i still remember the first time i see you in school.. the memory is still fresh in my mind... i can't let it go... i can't forget all the things i've done for you... all our memories, our laughter... no matter where i go, there's our memory... i'll regret forever... and there's one thing you might don't know...the word "kitcat" represents us... cat represents me, and kit represents you...the reason why i say cat represents me is bcoz, last time you buy me in ffs and u named me little cat... but i bet you already forget bout it... i'm very silly right... i can still feel the pain.. the pain when we separate... I Love You...!!~~

SunWaY!!!~~

yay!!!~~ i'm goin sunway later... yepee!!!~~ sunway, i'm coming... ^^ xD

放下

我真的放下了吗？？可是为什么心里总觉得怪怪的？？

crazy gurl

我真的疯了！！！我竟然会跟我另外两个朋友坐在playground 那边，一路听歌一路哭。。而哭的原因是什么？不就是为了家里和爱情咯。。原来她们两个也有那么多烦恼哦。。第一个哭的就是我，哭得最糟糕的也是我。。我才知道，原来要找个真心朋友来倾诉是那么难的。。爱对我来说是多莫遥远的事啊。。我是一个为了爱，可以奋不顾身为了对方付出的人。。我会放百分之百的爱。。我会对那份感情负责任，尽量不让它被毁灭。。而且我也会毫无怀疑的相信对方。。你们呢？会不会觉得我很傻啊？？

爱

这个世界上会有真爱吗？？这个问题我也问了自己好多次。。可是我还是不知道。。曾经的我也一度的相信这个世界上会有真爱。。可是现在呢？我也不知道我是怎么了。。

Intro!!!~~

Hihi... i'm yen... i'm new here...nice to meet you all... i hope to share all my feelings with you all here... ^^