Aiks...

不开心

作天我听到一个令我很不开心的事，不要问我为什么会知道，或许是老天爷爷要我知道的吧。。你要搬家了，是吗？ 搬去哪啊？你会不会觉得我很烦啊？每次写这些东西。。又或许，你都没看过我的部落格。。我真的好希望你有看。。每次要打你的名，可是都不敢。。T.T 如果你真的搬了。我要怎样呢。。。真的真的好想你。。你到底有没有爱过我啊。。？以前说的，是真的吗？还是假的。。？ 我昨天一直告诉自己，要相信你。。可是，我还是想听你亲口说一声。。。我真的好爱你，你懂吗？

MIss you again ~

you are gonna leave the school soon... what's my feeling...? i hope the day doesn't come... i've always been thinking, what would happen to me if i have never know you in my whole life..? everything would be different... yes.. i know, i'll never be emo like this... but i still hope to know you... you gave me alot of memories that i have never had before... sweet and sour... i really do appreaciate it... the most precious moments you gave me... i'll always keep it in my heart.. i promise... I love you boy... you know i do...

=(

i really wanna know who's the girl in your mind... do you know that i still love you.. i hope u know... i feel sad when i know that you are moody... no matter hu is the girl in your mind, i hope that you can be happy always.. i'm jus too stupid... i'm a failure in love.. i know that.. thx 4 all the memories u gave me... I Love You...

我真的不知道..

我真的不知道你在想什么。。我一直说要把你给忘了。。可是却做不到。。从认识你的第一天开始，我的爱情就注定了会受伤害。。。我是不是应该放弃呢，很多人都叫我放弃。。可是又有谁会知道，你在我心中占了一个最重要的位子呢。。如果说，没有心脏人就会死，那。。你就是我的心脏。。。为什么我对你的爱，你可以视而不见呢？？？曾经很傻的把你发给我的信息一封封的收起来。。。到现在，只收了那些对我来讲很有意义的信息。。可是当每次看到那些信息的时候真的好想就这样把我的电话给丢了。。。泪。。。也会不停的流下来。。我的朋友说的没错，这次。。我真的爱的太深了。。以前看戏，每次看到那些女主角为男主角折星星我都会觉得她们很无聊。。 可是没想到，我自己也那么无聊。。你知道我是在说你的。。我从来就没有渴望过你会再次回到我身边。。因为我知道，你不再爱我了。。。我会遵守承诺，等到那一天。。。如果结果不是我想得那样，我也只好认了。。。听天由命吧。。。"

Loneliness....

Well, after all... I'm juz a girl without love.. no body cares about me.. >.< you think you noe me?? no.. oyu don't,, nobody know me... include myself... I'm not like what you think i am.... happy? not lonely? surrounded with frens?? no... I'm not happy at all.. I hate to be lonely... I dun like to be alone, i'll cry whenever i'm alone... i have my very own world which no one can get into it... >.<

What do you want from me??

haih... wad do u wan from me?? i dun noe.. plz tell me....  i suffer enough d... plz plz plz...  >.<

爱

爱是什么？只有真正爱过的人才会知道什么是爱。。

Meaningless Life!!!~~

I kinda agree with the poem, life's brief candle... hmm... life is meaningless... my tears juz can't stop... Y? i don't know... i miss you, i know that.. but i force myself not to see you.. coz i dun wanna get hurt anymore... what should i do?? i thought that i can 4get you.. but... well.. i'm cryin naw.. coz I can't stop thinking bout you.. plz.. tell me the truth.. stop hurting me.. i dun wanna suffer lyk this anymore.. >.< Tears...

Duno wad to do!!!~~

hmm... i thought i don't care bout it anymore.. but actually, i still care... Tell me what should I do?? what do you want me to do?? haih..

我真的泪了

今天我又哭了。。是因为什么？ 我也不知道，家里？爱情？人生？可能都有吧。。我真的很失败！无论外表有多莫坚强的我，可是内心却是脆弱的不得了。。。我真的好想要有个人可以照顾和疼我啊。。不是哥哥姐姐的那种。。我真的泪了，我为什么要那么辛苦啊？？

讨厌！！！

明明答应我了的嘛。。。每次都这样。。讲话不算数的。。

Funfair II

hmm... funfair again!!!!~~ sooo happy coz today is my annivesary... ahaha.. weird weird geh... an annivesary without sum1..hmm.... flying chair is my favourite!!!!~~ finally get to sit outside.. awesome!!!~~ hehe.. ja quan sit behind me, the chicken wang han doesn't dare to sit.. ==

相识一周年！！~~

拿手指出来算一算，原来今天是我们的相识一周年。。去年的今天我们在学校认识，到现在原来只过了一年。。可是一年却发生了那么多事。。是我傻吗？人家都没有遵守承诺了，我还要遵守来干嘛。。我常常酱对自己说， 可是我做到吗？我看你更本都不会知道今天是我们的相识一周年吧。。哼，你要做playboy就做饱它吧。。骗子。。我不会再为你流泪了，我会慢慢的放下的。。嘉恩加油！！

FunFair!!!~~

ahaha.. went funfair with kah wai ytrd.. quite sienz la, nth to play.. hmm... the best is flying chair... haunted hse damn lame la.. one ghost oxo dun hab... >.<.. alex, yee kian, michelle, dao pier, jason, n yao xiang oxo thr.. lolx.. lame funfair.. but quite enjoy!!!!~~ ^0^

SoRrY!!!~~

i dun mean to scold you just naw... but i seriously cnt tahan.. he treat you so good why yu wanna treat him like this... love is not a game... you can't take revenge after you break.. sum1 told me b4, after we broke up with sum1 we can't be enemy coz we love each other b4, we cnt be frens too, coz we have hurt each other so deeply... i apologise for what i've done to you just naw.. SorrY!!!~~

god knows...

god knows wad sud i do... but i dunno... well, i'm not gonna do anything... i'll just let it be... kah yen is back!!!!~~ i'm not gonna think bout it anymore... i'll keep our love in my heart 4eva... I love you!!!~~ muackss.. ^^

pls...

how i wish i could read your mind... you're getting me sick... i duno wad to do... i've been sooo sick for half year adi.... but tot dat i can recover soon... but it's takes more than half year to recover... or even longer... even naw, i'm still sick... this is so call love sick... ==

confused!!!~~

i'm sooo confused... i dunu wads in your mind, n i dun even noe wads in my mind... all my frens ask me to ask 4 de truth... but i'm scared... wads sud i do?

i can't stop thinking bout you...

i thought that i can forget you... but i know i can't... i don't know why... honestly, this hurts me alot when i know that you are trying to kao her.. she's my friend... i don't know what to do.. i've ask myself alot of times, why do i love you so much? but i still couldn't get the answer.. maybe my friends are right, love doesn't give any reason.. I've swear to everyone, i won't couple with anyone else, unless if i love him more than you.. but i know it's hard... what to do... i just can't accept a guy who i doesn't like/love... so i'm sorry xxx... all i know is, kah yen is gonna stay single this year!!!~~ i can still remember all the things you told me before... and you know what, today is the 1st day i see you in school last year... i still remember the first time i see you in school.. the memory is still fresh in my mind... i can't let it go... i can't forget all the things i've done for you... all our memories, our laughter... no matter where i go, there's our memory... i'll regret forever... and there's one thing you might don't know...the word "kitcat" represents us... cat represents me, and kit represents you...the reason why i say cat represents me is bcoz, last time you buy me in ffs and u named me little cat... but i bet you already forget bout it... i'm very silly right... i can still feel the pain.. the pain when we separate... I Love You...!!~~

SunWaY!!!~~

yay!!!~~ i'm goin sunway later... yepee!!!~~ sunway, i'm coming... ^^ xD

放下

我真的放下了吗？？可是为什么心里总觉得怪怪的？？

crazy gurl

我真的疯了！！！我竟然会跟我另外两个朋友坐在playground 那边，一路听歌一路哭。。而哭的原因是什么？不就是为了家里和爱情咯。。原来她们两个也有那么多烦恼哦。。第一个哭的就是我，哭得最糟糕的也是我。。我才知道，原来要找个真心朋友来倾诉是那么难的。。爱对我来说是多莫遥远的事啊。。我是一个为了爱，可以奋不顾身为了对方付出的人。。我会放百分之百的爱。。我会对那份感情负责任，尽量不让它被毁灭。。而且我也会毫无怀疑的相信对方。。你们呢？会不会觉得我很傻啊？？

爱

这个世界上会有真爱吗？？这个问题我也问了自己好多次。。可是我还是不知道。。曾经的我也一度的相信这个世界上会有真爱。。可是现在呢？我也不知道我是怎么了。。

Intro!!!~~

Hihi... i'm yen... i'm new here...nice to meet you all... i hope to share all my feelings with you all here... ^^